he wanted to get shot?
Since he met Yoko she used to hold him under great
That's I think is the reason why his
songwriting became so smooth and peaceful,
although it once was a scream of a rebel
(Still I can't say it became worse -- it just changed)
John was exhausted of the revolution and struggle that
he had to represent for mass media and all the people.
He simply lacked peace and love in his life !!
Yoko manipulated with John's feelings -- she just wanted to be
big star, while being just a little spark.
In the light of John's sunshine she was hardly seen
but still he loved her.
Anyone can see -- the songs of love John wrote for Yoko are
What are the songs Yoko was recording were about?
John made a star out of Yoko just the way she wanted to be and
she didn't need him anymore -- the next step was to get rid of John
That was easy as he was tired of this kind of life, too.
Maybe Mark Chapman was even a lucky way out of such a dilemma.
That's the way I see it ...